SEPTEMBER FIELD JOURNAL
KINGSLAND BAY
What is your name and what
do you know and what
together can we do?
Folded, weighted, shifting,
broken and remade,
the layers hidden underneath.
And where on this map
of shifting stone
do we belong?
Come walk and name
this place, this very place,
this weather and these trees:
limestone bluff,
the edge edged with white cedar
—and the rain.
And when the blowdown comes
may we trust
our own entangled roots?
Tag Archives: trees
TWO WAYS OF LOOKING AT DISASTER
TWO WAYS OF LOOKING AT DISASTER 1. It’s a recipe they’ve been cooking up for ever so long. Leaf through a shiny magazine, pore over today’s headlines and tell me I’m wrong. They whipped up like a glop of imitation cream the illusion that rich means good, then spoonfeed up the iffy dream that anyone can have it all. Lesser creatures never matter birds and forests, air and water. They keep stirring fast and faster— cooking up yet more disaster. 2. Caterpillars ate every leaf on every oak and moved on to the popples and pines. They poured over one another, creatures of bristle and hunger, objects of an inner recipe that transforms leaves into frass and shed skins and cocoons of iffy goo and moths and more caterpillars. Today the oaks are showing what can be done. Every twig, sports a tiny leaf or bud. Every twig. Every single one.

OPEN STUDIO POEM #15
OPEN STUDIO POEM #15
leaves
haven
susurration
possibility
When the days lengthen,
the cold strengthens
but the light too grows strong—
apricity on a frozen day.
Last fall the young oak kept
its leaves. It stood, susurrating
in the shadow of its mother,
collected light feeding the roots.
We live these days
in a haven of possibility.
Because I have to write something
ANOTHER ZUIHITSU because I have to write something
1.
It’s as if someone is deliberately making things so bad that nobody can stand it. Almost enough to make me believe in the Beast, the AntiChrist, or something like that.
2.
We hoard dark roasted coffee beans in little brown bags in the freezer. I think I have enough now.
3.
I’ve been trying not to look at the news every hour, but I can’t help it. It’s the only way I can participate, living here, in this little green bowl.
4.
Chipmunks live under the front steps. They scurry out to get food, scurry back in for fear of hawks and weasels and our dog. But they’re never safe from weasels.
5.
A very satisfying conputer game: drag random clusters of jewels into rows and columns on a board laid out in squares. When I place a cluster, I hear a lovely “click.” When I complete a row or column, I hear a very satisfying “ping.” I can’t stop playing this game even though it makes my neck sore.
6.
I had to get coffee beans out of the freezer last night. They were so hard that I couldn’t grind them till this morning. I know that some people don’t like to freeze beans, and some people say one should grind the beans right before brewing, but I don’t care.
7.
I have painted a piece of cardboard with a color called “Tea Room”—one of those small samples of paint available for a dollar at the paint store. When the paint was dry, I drew square tiles with a black marker and installed it in the cardboard box castle we made to illustrate fairy tales for the grandchildren.
8.
The Great Crested Flycatcher sits on a high perch to hunt for insects. If she misses an insect on her first pass, she pursues it in the air. Unless her nestlings object, she offers the whole insect, wings and all. If they do object, she pummels the insect until the offending wings break off.
9.
Many twigs, new-leafed, blew off the trees last night in the wind. When I walked the dog down the driveway early this morniung, I picked them up—at least, most of them—and tossed them back among the trees so they wouldn’t have to dry and turn to dust on the driveway stones.
BACK TO THE EDGES OF ODDNESS
BACK TO THE EDGES OF ODDNESS
Since midsummer, fairies with green wings
twinkle around my eyes all night long.
They beg me to be invisible,
offer me fernseed and a cap woven
of milkweed and thistle fluff.
The dog is restless when they are in the house,
and my husband can’t sleep,
and I can’t explain. The cats
don’t seem to mind.
Whatever shall we do with realism,
reason, logic, the sciences that deny
the way things are? A cloud of demons,
their sharp laughter, the steadfast angels
raising their lavender shields.
Every tree has a soul; early in the morning
you can hear them singing to the sun.
Their music wakes the birds.
Angels are stars, balls of flaming gas.
Everything is real, but more or less
than anyone can imagine.
God is everything.
Nothing is mutually exclusive.
THE FEAST OF ST. WALPURGA
THE FEAST OF ST. WALPURGA
I have just returned
but before I sleep
I must record.
The moon was dark,
the sky was clouded.
Earthscent was rising
up from the valley
into the cold air
along the ridge.
We came in our silence,
lit the fire in silence.
When they arrived,
we sang the words
to set them free.
While we waited then
for the flames to die,
while we waited
in our silence
with the long darkness
around us, a pair
of owls called
from the forest
down in the trees.
A good omen
for the season to come.
The flight home
was uneventful.
VERMONT, FIRE SEASON: a triptych
VERMONT, FIRE SEASON: a triptych
~after Kari Hansen
It started low,
in the swamps. The red
flames smouldered, skipped,
spread to the hillsides,
the streets and gardens
of every village. Orange.
Near the end, it died
to an amber that flickered on
over the white and gray.
APRIL SUNRISE: VIEW FROM THE POET’S WINDOW
APRIL SUNRISE: VIEW FROM THE POET’S WINDOW
~after Emily Carr
Purple pillars and crossings,
fine traceries of lavender
against blue-black. Just visible
through a window framed
on the right by a spent
Christmas cactus, a patch of white,
promising gold.
Where the owl blended
into the ash at sunset,
there is no owl,
just a feather-shaded
space where she sat
regarding the grubby garden
just out of sight.
OAK AND MAPLE and FOUR LITTLE POEMS
OAK
Drop your leaves for now.
Stand alone in the cold,
squirrels sheltering
in your hollows.
Under your feet,
forgotten acorns already
swell, each holding
your pattern encased.
Length of day,
strength of sun,
depth of rain,
the air,
the axe,
your future
contingent
on the world.
MAPLE
Sweet ladies in green,
whispering secrets,
flirting with birds,
drawing sugar from the sky.
Bold ladies in scarlet,
throwing their favors
profligate to the winds,
the soils, the streets.
Skeletons of ladies,
cracking
their knuckles
in the night.
Generous ladies–
oh how generous!–
filling our mouths
with blood made of light.
4 little poems
1.
You see what is there:
the dying trees.
What can the sun do?
The wind?
2.
Learn to worship dirt,
to worship water.
Under your feet is
every thing you need.
3.
Do not waste your mind
on the future.
All you have is seed
to plant today.
4.
At the end, abundance
of distinction. Like human
hands, no duplication.
Every loss a loss.
Winter Prompt #13: PRONGS
PRONGS
Winter Prompt #13
We raised our wands and remembered—happiness.
Not easy for us, whose families were marked,
who could do things sometimes with a careless word.
The time Mother made me a chocolate cake
for no reason? Fetching firewood in the forest
with Dad, and he taught me to drive the tractor?
Making love on the stony hilltop, with hawks
floating above us on their way to warmer lands?
I raised my wand again, and again.
All around me those beings of light springing:
deer, otter, fox, crow. Don’t get mad. (Easy for you
to say, who can summon the dead.) Keep trying.
Late that summer night, climbing over the locked gate,
crossing the railroad bridge, silence everywhere,
rounding the darkest corner, fine rain
clinging to the pines, then the circle of light
around the lamp in the parking lot. Exspecto
again, and from the tip of my brittle pine wand—
(Ah! That’s why it chose me!)—
a meadow vole rises, carries me
to safety under the long wet grass.